"This is why there was a struggle between my humanly entrenched Ego and my 'Father-Mother Consciousness' during the very strident temptations I experienced at the end of my enlightenment in the desert. Satan had nothing to do with the tug-of-war which took place within my consciousness.
The war was waged between the

TWIN IMPULSES OF INDIVIDUALITY - Bonding - Rejection
and the DIVINE REALITY which had made ITSELF known to me as
INTELLIGENT LOVE-LIFE

transcendent, yet with in me and which would gradually take over my individuality to an ever greater extent if I continually meditated and cleared my consciousness of selfish impulses." [Christ Returns - Speaks His Truth, Christ Letters - Letter 5, page 27]

See Also

compound concordant impulses
Divine Impulses
IMPULSES
IMPULSES of Being
impulses of creative being
IMPULSES OF CREATIVITY
MUTUALLY-RESTRAINED IMPULSES
PERFECT IMPULSES of Creativity and Love
PRIMARY IMPULSES
selfish
selfishness
triple impulses
TWIN IMPULSES
TWIN IMPULSES OF INDIVIDUALITY
Universal Creative Impulses of Being